Men Suck

Please don't hold the title of this post against me. I'm very hurt, angry and upset. My Mr. Wonderful, turned out to be anything but.

So he's been a little distant lately. He calls me and says, it has nothing to do with you, I love spending time with you, I think you're great, I enjoy being with you I look forward to seeing you. It's got nothing to do with you. So I ask, did you meet someone? He says, no, there's no one else, I'm just feeling mixed up. I ask, what does this mean for us? He says, I would like to take a break, just for one week, not one month, not 6 months just a week to myself. I say ok. It's been a week. He doesn't call, he doesn't answer my emails or text messages. I beg him to just tell me it's over if it is and not leave me hanging. He doesn't answer.

I find out, he's not only involved with one other woman, he's involved with 4 or 5 other women. He's got them in all different states spread out over the US. And I'm left sitting at home wondering why with a broken heart. I lost my dog and this supposed great guy all in a 2 week span. What's next? I'm afraid to ask.

I'm hurting so badly and he doesn't care. I have to say though, this has been a wonderful diet aide. I know that he doesn't deserve to have me cry or be upset over him. But hey, we've been together for 4 months and it hurts.

What I would really like to do is fast forward my life ahead one month. I'd like to be moved, settled, already started in my new job and completely over this jerk. I'm done dating. I swear, I'm done.